| Hey everyone... so there really isn't anything for me to add to this thing cause the days go by and nothing new really happens... I've realized how boring it is to grow up!! I've been without classes for a month now and what have I done with my time?!?!... I've been cleaning the pool and cleaning the house and fighting with my Dad about going to Mansfield... geesh I don't understand why he has to be so traditional, so uptight and really really not in the mood to budge!! I guess I'll have to figure something out... but other then that there isn't much to talk about... sorry |
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| Hey everyone... I've been getting an ear full for not updating I really need to get on that... sorry.
There really isn't anything new to be discussed though... I mean there is always the option of telling you about the boy that I have encountered... but I would prefer to keep that to myself and out of public scrutiny... I know everyone has an opinion and I'd prefer that my love life wasn't a topic of discussion. Then there is always the possiblity of putting to rest a rumor that I heard about myself that angers me sooo very much!!!
Have you ever had someone think that they were the crap of the earth... thinking that if you didn't talk to them you would die because they are the only thing that allows you to survive? Well someone has said something about me that angers me... but more then angers me it fills all of my pet peves with one sweeping motion!! There is a guy and he shall remain name-less but he knows who he is... that said since I don't talk to him and I don't like him that I must be a lesbian. This not only angers me because he thinks that without him there is no one else for me, but because he would be so stupid as to think that. I really wish that this guy would understand that the reason I don't talk to him that often or hang out with him at all would be because of the fact that if we aren't dating then I'm a lesbian and I couldn't possibly be attracted to guys because I'm not attracted to him. Honestly... I don't want to hurt his feelings because he is a nice guy but he is a little over-powering for me... I feel like I'm smoothered... I become closterphobic with him and we may even be standing outside in the open air. I just don't know what to tell the kid because I don't want to be mean but man oh man... I need a bit of space... and I need him to not be so full of himself to think that if I'm not attracted to him then I'm not attracted to any guys at all.... geeeeeez ouh!!!
I think that's enough complaining for one time... I'll try to update more often!! Have a good day all!! |
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| Hey everyone today started out really bad as you can see in the entry below but turned out to be better then I could have imagined for a day that started so horribly. I mean yah of course you expect a day to get better after a really crappy start... but dude today was awesome.
Brandon knew how to make it better... my legs have been shaking all afternoon after the workout I had today... I'm not very in shape if what I did made me feel this way... I gotta work on that some more huh Brandon... gotta be in shape before I see you?!?!
Well I have a paper on Germany to finish up and I don't have class tomorrow till 12:30 so I'm sleeping in Tomorrow and taking my good old time getting ready... I'm happy now ... Can't wait to see what tomorrow brings!! Night all |
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| Geesh... has anyone ever had a day where you just wish you could go back to bed and forget it all happened and then wake up and start it all over again?? Yeah?? Well that's how this last week has been... do you think I can rewind it and start over!?!? |
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| Hey all... sorry it's been a little while but this last week was absolutely the worst it's ever been... I'm talking about the stress levels this week... off the charts. I had one of them crying nervous break downs on Wednesday night and then some how it turned out to be a half ass alright night... I got home from my brother's basketball and I realized how much homework I had that night... then I thought geesh I shouldn't have gone to the game but that wouldn't have helped because I still would have had my chemistry lab, I just can't win. Well then I get online and there is a message from a guy whom I just started talking to like a week before... and well it made me night easier to handle... as we were talking we were asking those stupid but not so stupid get to know you questions like favorite food, favorite color, dream car, and so on I think you get the picture... well anyways we have quite a bit of this stupid stuff in common which was wierd... but anyways... Thursday rolled around and I missed my first two classes and that was no good!!! I wasn't happy... needed a break from life... needed an out of body experience.. one that just wasn't me you know? Well so I hung out with Andy... who's the guy I was talking about earlier and it was an interesting night... fun... but interesting... we watched Scarface.... HAHA yeah laugh cause it's funny... we watched it!! Then we watched Most Extreme Challenge on Spike TV and we watched South Park and whatever followed that I'm not sure... whatever it was i'd never seen it before but it was a good night... I enjoyed it... and will have to do it again if he wants to. Anyways... last night I went Bowling with Jen and her boyfriend Mike and then 2 other Jen's from her hall and later in the night Pam and her gang and Julia showed up and it was pretty fun... a little crowded and I realized my lack of patients for girls that don't act their age... Mike's cool though.. I spent most of the night talking to him and Jen... I don't know that I talked to the other's very much, they may think that I'm not very nice but you know I don't really care because I just don't click with them... it's hard for me to find girls that I click with... but for the most part I enjoy talking to guys about sports and cars and other crap like that... why is that?? Can someone tell me why that is?? Anyways this is enough for today I'm gonna try to do a better job of keeping up with this from now on... Later all!! |
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